My FTMO $100K Free Trial Review
This FTMO account was a tough one, but there are a lot of lessons I can take from it.
I started the $100,000 FTMO Free Trial on August 10th, and the account eventually ended on August 28th after I breached the maximum loss limit.
I finished with a balance of $89,948.22, putting my overall P&L at -$10,051.78 (-10.05%).
Here are my overall statistics:
Starting Balance: $100,000
Final Balance: $89,948.22
Total P&L: -$10,051.78
Total Trades: 29
Win Rate: 31.03%
Average Profit: $1,070.37
Average Loss: -$984.26
Average RRR: 1.09
Profit Factor: 0.49
Expectancy: -$346.61
Sharpe Ratio: -0.48
Discipline Score: 86%
Total Volume: 329.49 lots
One positive thing I can take from this account is that I never breached the maximum daily loss limit. My maximum daily loss was -$3,236.32 (-3.2%), while FTMO allowed -$5,000.
What eventually took me out was the maximum overall loss. My maximum loss reached -$10,347.38 (-10.3%), crossing FTMO's -$10,000 limit.
Looking back at the equity curve, I actually had a decent start. At one point, I pushed the account to around $102,000, but things changed afterwards. Once I entered drawdown, I wasn't able to stop the bleeding.
The biggest damage came during my final five trading days:
24/08: -$1,125.56
25/08: -$2,551.20
26/08: -$2,613.44
27/08: -$1,505.19
28/08: -$2,011.99
That's almost $10,000 lost within five consecutive losing days.
This is probably the biggest lesson I'm taking from this account.
My problem wasn't necessarily one massive trade that destroyed everything. It was continuing to take significant risk while already going through a losing streak.
Another thing that stands out to me is my 31.03% win rate combined with an average RRR of only 1.09. My average winner was slightly bigger than my average loser, but not enough to compensate for how frequently I was losing.
So moving forward, I need to work on two things: improving the quality of the setups I take and extracting more R from the trades I'm right on.
I'm also paying close attention to my risk management.
I traded 329.49 lots across 29 trades, and although lot size alone doesn't determine risk because my stop-loss distances vary, I can clearly see that I remained too aggressive during drawdown.
That's something I don't want to repeat.
Interestingly, FTMO still gave me an 86% discipline score – “Very Good.” I take something positive from that because it shows that I wasn't just randomly entering trades. But this account also taught me that being disciplined in executing a strategy doesn't automatically make that strategy profitable.
Execution, edge and risk management all have to work together.
My biggest takeaway from this account is simple:
I need to learn how to lose better.
Losing trades are inevitable. Losing streaks are inevitable. What I can control is how much damage those periods do to my account.
On my next attempt, I want to become much more defensive when I'm in drawdown. After consecutive losses, my risk should decrease instead of staying the same. I don't need to make everything back immediately.
The goal isn't to recover today.
The goal is to still have an account tomorrow.
I failed this FTMO trial, but I have the statistics, the trades and the mistakes in front of me. Now it's about studying them, making the necessary adjustments and coming back with better risk management and a stronger edge.
Back to the charts. Back to the journal. Back to work.